Self 3
Sohryu Asuka Langley
Episode 24           

           Emotions are for the weak 
                   Yet why do I feel 
               Damn Eva won't move 
           I do not cry 
                   Bitter? 
               I'd rather die than lose 
           I know I am the best. 
                   Of course bitter. 
               Cruel, cruel. 
           Then why do I feel shame? 
                   Because second to formidable Shinji 
               I don't want to lose my position 
           Emotions are for the weak, 
                   But now, third to that doll? 
               It's my core values, I musn't lose. 
           And I am strong. 
                   The doll is more important. 
               I musn't lose. 
           Then why was I defeated? 
                   Eva-01 was unfrozen for it. 
               I musn't lose. 
           Why was my mind invaded? 
                   Almighty Commander likes his doll. 
               But it seems 
           And I was saved by that doll. 
                   Because his doll performs better. 
               I have already lost 
           I hate her. 
                   I hate him. 
               I hate myself. 
           I hate everyone. 
                   I hate everything. 

               I musn't be weak, 
               Musn't accept people's 
               Sympathy. 
               Because I hate them all. 

               I have nothing left. 
               My compassion was destroyed. 
               And I had only left talent and pride. 
               My talent was destroyed. 
               And with that my pride. 
               And I have only hate left. 
               They want to destroy that too? 
               Destroy all that is left of me? 
               Turn me into that useless doll? 
               I hate them all 
               But I especially hate myself 
               For allowing myself to be destroyed.